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Sabtu, 03 Desember 2011

About my life

What do you think about me ? I am not a perfect girl ! aku bukan perempuan yang sempurna. Aku merasakan betapa sulitnyaa hidup di dunia ini. Terkadang kita merasa di atas, dan terkadang kita dibawah. Kita gak pernah tau apa yang akan terjadi pada diri kita, nanti dan yang akan datang. 
Sekarang, sekarang aku merasa betapa tidak sempurnanya hidup ini. Aku punya ayah, mama, adik(almarhum), pacar, dll. Mereka perfect bagiku. Tapiii.. Hal yang sangat akuu sayangkan, aku kehilangan dari salah satu orang ituu, aku kehilangan adikku, adikku yang merupakan bagian dari hidupku. Kejadian itu membuat aku jadi patah semangat, aku merasa kakak yang gag berguna, aku menyesal, tapi semuanya harus aku ikhlaskan, aku relakan, supaya adik disana bahagia. Kalo adik disana bahagia, aku juga bakal bahagia :) Waktu tidak dapat diputar ulang kembali,seandainya dapat aku gag bakalan ngeceain kamuuuu adikk sayang.
Next, pacar ? boy friend ? hemmm.. cukup menyenangkan, tapii paling gag suka kaloo bertengkar, selalu merasa aku yang salah. Sayaaang.. cintaa itu butuh kesabaraan. Kalo kamu beneran sayang sama aku, kamu sabar doooong, ngertiin akuuu. Akuu yakin kesabaran dan pengertian mu itu bisa ngrubah sikap APATHY'kuuu. Pleaseee.. akuu mohonnnn :*
*My boy friend you're my every thing. Tau gag bedanya aku sama kamu ? Kalo kamu di hatiku, kalo aku di hatimu. Mumumumu :*
 

1 komentar:

  1. .Nothing is perfect sweet, ya sometimes we're on the tops and sometimes we're on the bottoms, We're just immortal here. losing someone who has been intregated with our soul is very very hurt deep down inside.....But what can we do? it's the God decisions. The only things that we can do is just let her go sweet, I believe that your little sister would be happy if you just let her go and live happier than ever.

    .Ever since I met you, I was stare you from a distance, my little heart said "How pretty that girl, but I might never gonna be able to walk by her side". I said that because I didn't have any confidence to tell my feelings to you. But as the times gone by I remembered that you're my younger classmates before when I was in basic school. You know what cherie mio? I feel like that I am flying when you sent me a message....and I just feel you're like my own's brand of cocaine. nowadays I becoming addicted to you...That's why I feel lonesome if I don't see you...

    My GF you're so meaningful to me, don't hurt my heart cuz it will broken if being hurt by you.. thou art I and I shalt thou

    Engkau adalah aku dan aku adalah engkau.

    BalasHapus